There is still snow on the ground around our house, but it is melting into a mud bath. Today its in the 40s. I’m tired. Last night I came home from work and Damien had destroyed the woodwork around two of our doors. I was so upset. He must have been spooked somehow. I felt so bad. Went to Rocco’s in Fredonia for a fabulous meal with Riley and Erin. I’ve been given the cold shoulder from Peter and hope that he works out whatever is going on. I don’t have the energy for that either. I got upset with him on Easter while I was trying to do the dishes and he criticized how I put things in the dishwasher and actually removed things I put in. So I guess I don’t need to do dishes anymore if I don’t do them right. I left for a while and went for a walk with Damien down to the gorge. I need that alone time to be me. We did have a nice Easter with Kathy and Marcia and Riley and Erin and John and Avery….. great lamb and colored deviled eggs and lots of desserts. Erin made a super sweet decorated cake for Peter. I’m doing fairly well on my new eliptcal machine. It makes me feel better to be more active. I feel like the combination of gray skies, cold weather, Shelby whining and my inactivity have combined to make me feel like shit. I’m looking forward to more daylight and energy. Today I took Damien for a run before work, and worked out after work. I will try to make that a habit.
